Brian Johnson recently revealed that he couldn’t bring himself to watch Axl Rose filling in for him at the end of AC/DC’s “Rock Or Bust” tour.
Brian Johnson opens up on the matter
AC/DC had postponed the last 10 dates of its spring 2016 North American trek after Johnson was advised to stop playing live or “risk total hearing loss.” The band went on to complete the European and North American legs of its “Rock Or Bust” tour with the Guns N’ Roses frontman as a “guest vocalist.” At the time, Johnson had been AC/DC’s singer for 36 years, ever since replacing the late Bon Scott in 1980 and making his debut on the classic “Back In Black” album.
According to Ultimate Classic Rock, Johnson writes in his autobiography “The Lives Of Brian” that he has never seen any of the widely circulated videos of Rose’s performances in the band.
“I’m told that he did a great job,” Johnson said, “but I just couldn’t watch — especially when you’ve been doing it for 35 years. It’s like finding a stranger in your house, sitting in your favorite chair. But I bear no grudges. It was a tough situation. [AC/DC guitarist and co-founder] Angus [Young] and the lads did what they felt they had to do. That said, after the band released a statement confirming that I was leaving the tour and wishing me all the best for the future, I couldn’t relax or concentrate on anything. It was just always there.
“Part of the pain of it was that I blamed myself,” he admitted. “For most of my career, I’d been in the loudest band in the world. I’d flown constantly. I’d flown even when I knew I wasn’t well. For a while, people would ask me if I was depressed, but depression is treatable. My hearing loss wasn’t. What I was feeling wasn’t depression. It was something closer to despair.”